WISH UPON THE STAR..

a walk to remember.

2012-02-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

10km is not enough.
there's still a long way to go right, love?
<33

no titles.

2011-12-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

y-o-u.

2011-11-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

lil' things that occupies the heart.
can't be more thankful for that :D

tower heist.

2011-11-03T10:34:00.001+08:00

thanks to omy Blog Club for giving me the opportunity to catch sneak preview of TOWER HEIST just two days ago.

a summary of the movie:
Ben Stiller and Eddie Murphy lead an all-star cast in Tower Heist, a comedy caper about working stiffs who seek revenge on the Wall Street swindler who stiffed them. After the workers at a luxury Central Park condominium discover the penthouse billionaire has stolen their retirement, they plot the ultimate revenge: a heist to reclaim what he took from them.

it's a hilarious movie with a few expected scene from the audience.
i believe that new elements can be added in to make the movie even more unpredictable.
overall, i'll rate it 3 out of 5!

true story.

2011-10-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

she's so strong and brave after all that had happened.
can't imagine myself in her shoes.

how strong can one be?

heart racing.

2011-10-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

"You'll never know what will get in your way
&
you'll never expect something coming your way too.
I guess it's a pretty much two sides things side by side.
When you always wanted but then again when you get it, it felt different from what you've expected & heard about.

How long more?"

well, back to school life!
not busy but going to be soon.
art festival concert coming up next tuesday.
FYP and endless projects, please be kind to me.

it's an amazing feeling to have the same old classmates for today's lecture.
their presences're deeply missed.

side track a lil'.
perfume scent represents people.
i smell yours on the bus.
it reminds me of you.
and i miss collecting perfumes.

some leave but memories stays.
life's never fair.

if you don't give a damn,
if you don't wanna appreciate,
just go.
i don't need you.

reality really hits!

2011-10-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

reality really hits.
just had a wonderful getaway to bkk for 5D4N!
relax, eat, shop (Y)!

zomg, I don't feel the school reopen mood yet.
last semester.
it's going to end soon.
poly exam ends around end of feb and I still've no idea about my future :O

tomorrow's the day.
back to school.
back to reality.

我想环游世界.

keep going!

2011-10-09T00:34:00.001+08:00

THREE MORE DAYS.
#prayforthailand

memories.

2011-10-08T02:06:00.002+08:00

"Have you ever thought about someone in your life that was once special to you? Remembering all the times you had the with that person,
how happy you made each other,
all the things you accomplished together,
all the moments you wished that lasted forever with them.
You sit there and just wonder,
if they ever think about you,
how they feel about you,
how they’re doing without you.
Sometimes I wish that special person could understand how I feel,
cause all I have left are the memories they’ve left me."

#thatisreality

我怀念的.

2011-10-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

life's pretty good so far.
two more weeks to school reopens.
i'm going to make full use of every single day.

zomggggg, bkk trip in 10days!

a simple joy that comes from within.
i'm feeling it.

the change-up!

2011-09-29T00:58:00.003+08:00

have you ever wished for someone else's life?
i did!
i believe everyone has that same wish in some part of their lives.

THE CHANGE-UP.
OPENS IN CINEMAS ON 6TH OCT.
starring Ryan Reynolds (The Proposal, Green Lantern) and Jason Bateman (Hancock, Horrible Bosses).

thanks to omy, i've the chance to catch this movie's preview.
it was awesome-ly hilarious!
most of the time, the audience, including me, were laughing our lungs out.

i'll rate the movie 4 out of 5.

maybe.

2011-09-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

brighter than sunshine!

2011-09-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报.

random.

2011-09-18T01:38:00.000+08:00

有的时候真的很迷失.
如果没有退路, 那就只好勇往直前吗?

我还有好多事情要完成.
是理想吗?
我需要足够的时间.
time management.

"懂的人就会知道, 我真的好讨厌你."
- 全球热恋

gibberish.

2011-09-11T00:18:00.001+08:00

我是被动的.
不是主动的.

i'm never into k-pop but alot of friends raved about this.
CITY HUNTER.
still in the midst of watching :D
it's just so excitinggggg!
plus points: main leads are pretty and handsome!

another k-drama: HEARTSTRINGS.
shall watch it once i'm done with city hunter :)

p/s. i'm not emo.
just expressing my emotions in the previous post.

收拾心情?

2011-09-09T01:18:00.001+08:00

忽然之间，我感触良多.
为什么我的生活最近变得那么的复杂呢?
我不明白.
我不了解.

有的人忽冷忽热像一个冷血动物
有的人让我觉得我们不再像以前那么了解对方
有的人在我失落时很会逗我开心
有的人是很好聊天的对象我们可以聊上一阵天
有的人已经不是原来的他们

心特别酸
谁会了解.

devil in angel.

2011-09-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

1 more month to bkk trip!
i seriously can't wait.
need that getaway.
sometimes, i wish i can just wake up the next day, get air ticket and catch a flight somewhere.

well, so far so good?
holidays are packed with band prac, work and random meet-ups as usual.

魔鬼中的天使.

63208!

2011-09-04T12:37:00.001+08:00

new working life.
new challenges&experiences.

i'm lovin' it thus far!
except the standing on train to and fro, plus wobbly legs after work.

1st day of work - helping out in private workshop event. BOOMZ!
at least i learnt something useful out of it.

2nd & 3rd - closing shift.
i need to learn how to use the steam irons soon.

i can say this job got its tough level.
got to really think on the feet.

ganbatte!

xoxo,
ning.

recollection of memories.

2011-08-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

there were:
good times.
bad times.

i opened the drawer where the memories are stored.
so many people enter and exit my life.
so much happening moments.
what a roller coaster ride indeed!

do you remember?

ugly.

2011-08-29T22:19:00.001+08:00

UGLY.
i just make a fool out of myself.
what a surprise visit indeed.

because of you.

2011-08-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY STARTED! :D

i need a job to earn some pocket money.
hope i get a call from _____.
despite D persuading me to return back,
i don't feel like going back to PL somehow :X

have been missing you, you and you.
like finally i can spend some time with you.

side track a lil',
7nights at loft with band mates was (Y)!
can't wait for the next round of kart rider marathon :D

&&&&&, through the rain today.
i injured my left knee.
so painfully injured now :(

xoxo,
ning.

未来的情人.

2011-08-23T15:53:00.001+08:00

last paper on thursday.
holiday starts at 25th, 11am.

camping at loft as usual.
i miss home! :(

just a few days to bear with.

2011-08-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

birthday celebrations over!

left with:
1 FINAL TEST.
2 EXAMS.
2 PRESENTATIONS.

till then.

xoxo,
ning.

one step to nineteen.

2011-08-04T00:56:00.001+08:00

someone used to tell me this.

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
idk what to wish for .

AUGUST.

2011-08-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

"就是这种勇气，
不候不管发生什么事情，
不管是谁先放开谁的手，
或者是谁留在原地，
我们都要像现在一样，
不要脸的拉住对方的手，
我要以后我们的爱情里，
没有尊严，
只有相守一生的执着好吗？"
- 宋杰修

*MELTS!*
i was literally tearing when i was watching this ep.
no time to chase dramas for now.

aim to clear the deadlines by tomorrow (today actually cuz past 12am liao)
going to start revising for friday's SDD test and next monday's STATS.
zomggggg!
racing against time once again.

August used to be my favourite month of the year.
can't help thinking about those bad moments.
August, please be good to me this year, please.
too much roller coaster rides - ups and downs.
just give me a best month and i'll be more than elated.

wishes.

2011-07-31T15:12:00.002+08:00

5 more days.
some have asked me what do i want.
but, i don't really have anything in mind?
maybe accessories: necklaces, rings, belts, wallet...
novels but i'm not that into reading nowadays.
more or less, i prefer useful stuff, if you get what i mean.

hrmns, digital gadgets..
i've a good enough camera (for now) so i don't mind a polariod camera?
phone i shall wait till my contract ends :D
earpiece and itouch cover still in good condition so i don't need them.

hand-made gifts are welcome too!
after all, it's the thoughts that counts :)

P/S. no mugs and soft toys.
i've wayyyyy too many of them.

早知今日又何必當初.

2011-07-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

can feel the intense stress.
deadlines and deadlines,
i'm so going to conquer y'all by this week.

i just hope that August'll be a better month than July.
1st - NAPFA test.
i'm so not prepared.

somehow, i wish time fast forward to september.
i need the holiday badly.
i look forward to BKK trip in october too!
so far yet so close.

in need of a pillar of strength.
a pillar of motivation.

incertitude.

2011-07-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

i wish each day is 48hours instead of 24hours.
time's running out! :(

P&C concert ended yesterday night.
1month to the next band practice.
<1month to two exams.
9days to first final test.

still have plenty of deadlines.
GBT, HHFM, BMR, STATS & PDD.
practically every module!

it's a wake-up call, ning!
zomg, everything seems crashing down but i don't feel the impact yet.
*inhale, exhale*

P/S. can i still look forward to august?

太烦恼.

2011-07-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

been a hell week.
just one more thing you place on my shoulder, it might just break me into pieces.

suddenly, some small lil' things just make me smile! :D
idk why either.
hopefully, good things just keep coming my way.

i think a lot recently.
it's not helping me to focus on my work.
endless of assignments, projects and FYP report.
i need a breather soon.
it has been weeks since i last enjoyed myself just with friends&entertainment.

FOUR days to concert! :)

much appreciated!

2011-07-17T22:27:00.001+08:00

concert in 7 days' time.
it actually means a lot to me.
those who're attending the concert because of me.
A BIG THANK YOU!
whatever reasons you can't make it, i don't want to care really.
[not trying to shoot anyone]
but, i understand some are having birthday celebrations and what nots.

oh wells,
can't help it but to think who are the ones that will show up for you during such occasion.
if by now, you've not attended any of my four concerts (counting in the upcoming one) in ngee ann poly band, i really don't know what to say.

time really flies, it's the forth already.

P/S. just typing what i personally feel.
not trying to offend anyone.

true colours.

2011-07-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

when things get complicated,
just breathe.

P/S. who says good friends can't be the opposite sex?
i don't like judgements.

let's slow down the pace.

2011-07-12T01:27:00.003+08:00

i truly let my feelings go.
you're officially out of my life after so long.
even when you walked pass me in a crowded place,
you don't bother saying hi.
or you really didn't see me?

i've no regrets.
i finally realized you ain't that important.
i was a fool.
to believe in faith.
to believe in everything.

i'm much happier now.
cuz i know i've someone else who cares about me more than you do.

you were never the one.

ear-candy episode 10.

2011-07-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

you're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside my soul.

contented?

2011-07-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

#justsaying

P&C concert's in three weeks time.
so don't bother asking me out on monday, tuesday and thursday's evenings.
and do support me by getting the tickets from me!
6bucks onlyyyyyy!
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=235134883167830

one more month.
august, please don't come so fast.

xoxo,
ning.

P/S. zomg, this is uncannily trueeeee!
http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/leo.htm

just saying.

2011-07-05T13:24:00.000+08:00

seeing people change isn't what hurts.
what hurts is remembering who they used to be.

biggest weakness:
too honest to trust,
too easy to forgive,
too hard to hate,
too lazy to revenge
& too willing to help.

P/S. one more month. i don't really want that day to come, somehow.

pretending.

2011-07-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

random convo just now.

S: the older you get, the harder for you to maintain friendship. remember those pure friendships you once've?

me: I DO! shuo de nan ting. sometimes, friendship's more difficult than maintaining a r/s.

S: agree with you :D

oh wells,
life goes on.
half a year to go!
HELLO JULY.
PLEASE BE GOOD TO ME :)

xoxo,
ning.

untitled

2011-06-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

wipe those tears and remain strong.
i'll be.

decision made.

2011-06-27T22:52:00.001+08:00

~~i made a decision .~~
i'll _______ once this is over.
i don't belong there i guess.
that part of me is no longer someone who's once passionate?

maybe it's time to let go.

ulcer infection.
ulcers just love me for these few months.
fml.
&pissed.
&having PMS?

is it worth the blame and anger?

let it flow, let it show~

2011-06-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

second term of the semester starts tomorrow.
oh wells, same old usuals.
projects, FYP, assignments and also band prac.

P&C concert coming up on 24th july.
august: FYP interview panel, two exams.

i'll pull through this.
i didn't think i put in all my best for CTs.
it's payback time.
got to put in double or even triple the amount of hardwork for the remaining tests and exams.

bangkok in october shall be my motivation.
meanwhile, i must start saving up.
i'm like so brokeeeeeee!
and i think i'm eating too much.
*shall start dieting*

P/S. sometimes, without give and take, you get a failed friendship.

XOXO,
ning.

life's that cruel.

2011-06-24T13:11:00.001+08:00

ear-candy episode nine.

2011-06-22T12:46:00.000+08:00

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow.

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right.

disappointments.

2011-06-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

when i say enough, i mean it.
last warning.
i'm wondering if i've been too kind/happy-go-lucky.
people just de chun jing chi.
this time round, don't you feel you've over done things?
(if you think i'm referring to you, yes! it's youuuuuu!)

perhaps, this is another reason i feel like _______.
maybe i really should right?

not only this,
i loathe how things ain't going my way now.

there are just so many thoughts to pen down.
tears are rolling.
i feel weakness.

release.

自由.

2011-06-18T13:55:00.000+08:00

谢谢你的美好, 我绝对不会忘掉.

need a getaway!

2011-06-16T00:15:00.001+08:00

half a year have passed.
i missed all the chances of travelling overseas!
i need a getawayyyyyy.
like real soon.

too much to handle.
holidays seems packed yet able to catch up a few dramas and meet-ups with friends.

ear-candy episode eight!

2011-06-13T11:24:00.000+08:00

张惠妹's new album have plenty of nice songs.
i personally find this song, 他们, damn 'light' and sweet.
illustrate how a young newly couple behaves.
amei's voice never fails to tell story through her songs.
really admire how she can sing this song in a light manner.
i bet no one else can sing it like how she does.
and, it's filled with a lot of love.
make you feel in love.

"不瞭解愛, 只享受愛.
愛的逍遙自在."

enjoy this song after you pause the music at the side bar! :D

soulmate.

2011-06-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

a lil' too perfect.
but still, :)

BUSY WEEK AHEAD.
I'LL BE OKAY.

bad day.

2011-06-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

not a good day.
i just wish things get better but not that much.
every time i'm contented with life, something bad must happen.
is it a curse?

and, sometimes when you're real down, you can't talk to anyone.
that's even worse.
utter pathetic.
no use having so many friends when they're all caught up with something and they can't be bothered with you.
*just saying*

1111.
i pray.

somehow, i did it!

2011-06-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

不管心里有多不服气, 日子还是要过.

finally, completed the five papers.
it's a relief.
till we get back our results in two weeks' time!

i think i still rant a lot but able to control my emotions much better now.
am still in the learning stage.

my two weeks' holiday are almost packed already.
*as usual i know!*
FYP, projects, band practices, camp, meet-ups and events to attend.

on a random note,

this drama's so addictive! cute couple (Y)!

i'm in a dilemma.
help me.

XOXO,
ning.

once your lil' superhero girl

2011-06-05T23:31:00.001+08:00

i love every 5th of the month.
somehow it gave me the strength to press on.

XOXO.

welcome to my silly life.

2011-06-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

SDD paper was manageable.
one down, four to go!
it'll be all over sooooon.
just like how half of 2011 has passed.

fight, fight, fight!

XOXO,
ning.

i can do better.

2011-05-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

unexpectedly scored well for a mock test, MBS overnight, shortlisted for NP's arts award and many more.
hate it when life's too good. it means bad things are on their way :X
i can't help it but think this way.
oh wells, life goes on.

five consecutive common test papers.
i must focus.

XOXO,
ning.

藏起来.

2011-05-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

"我或许没有办法代替你伤心难过，但至少，在未来的日子里，我可以把我的幸福借给你."
-宋杰修

if a guy said this to me, confirm melt my heart big time.
damn sweet loh!

was crying while watching ep 6 last night.
till i was so emotional, i couldn't sleep until 3+am.

玫瑰都红,难免看错.

XOXO,
ning.

bitchy.

2011-05-25T00:19:00.001+08:00

i feel moodswings.
damn, must be PMS and stress.
and somehow, insomnia's back as well.
screw my life.

people come, people go.
then why did you leave me hanging there and try to come back again?
i don't need that, honestly.

side track, two more weeks to CTs.
time to camp at the library.
i miss loft days :(

ciao, i need sleep now.

XOXO,
ning.

P/S. It might take awhile, but eventually you're going to find the good in goodbye.

jealousy kills.

2011-05-20T00:38:00.001+08:00

是我想太多,你总这样说.
但你却没有,真的心疼我.
是我想太多,我也这样说.
这是唯一能,安慰我的理由.

jealousy really kills.
i'm jealous.
yes, that's the word.
why can't i get what i want?
i don't want anything else.

i need a getaway desperately.
pretty much overloaded and PMS's on its way.
i'll run away .

truth #01.

2011-05-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

we all have that someone.....
Who we met unexpectedly.
Who we started seeing around.
Who we started to talk to little by little.
Who we started texting throughout the day.
Who we started to spend hours on the phone with.
Who we started to spend a lot of time with.
Who we started to slowly get to know.
Who we started to get close & attached to.
Who we eventually drifted from.

ear-candy episode seven.

2011-05-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

yalun singing karen mok's classic song.
randomly found this song and i can really relate this.

如果没有你,没有过去,
我不会有伤心.

眼睛干干的有想哭的心情,
可是我没哭.

nostalgic.

overloaded.

2011-05-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

behind the smile's the cry you never heard :)

can't wait for vampire diaries season three!
stefan's being tortured by klaus cuz he wanted to save his bro's life.

CTs are coming in two weeks' time, oh goshhhhhh.
unfinished assignments and reports to be completed.
i'm completely overloaded.
but i know i'll survive.

XOXO,
ning.

torn.

2011-05-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

once it's gone, it's gone.

bad mood, bad weather.
whatever.

2 reports, 1 mock test and FYP research.
i won't give up so easily.
i'm going to prove to youuuuuu that i've grown stronger.
so what if things are piling up and i can barely breathe?
so what if emotions torn me apart?
i'll be your fighter to conquer this.

sometimes what you want isn't always what you get,
but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted.

may.

2011-05-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

''The best feeling in the world is knowing you actually mean something to somebody.''
♥

P/S, three more months.

surviver.

2011-05-03T15:53:00.002+08:00

想不开就不想, 得不到就不要.
- 还有眼泪就好.

i'll survive.

senseless.

2011-05-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

''Break the rules, Stand apart, Ignore your head, Follow your heart.''

problem is, is it all worthwhile?
值不值得?

if someone wants to be part of your life, they'll be there.
so don't bother saving a spot for someone who won't make an effort to stay.

i feel better now.
giddy spells since afternoon.

may day!

2011-05-01T01:47:00.000+08:00

not being spoiler but i hope damon really survive the werewolf bite!
i feel that i share similarities with damon.
very much impulsive and always never think of consequences.

anyway, it's a new month.
a long weekend too, 4 days!
been trying to control my spending before my second cheque arrives.
*cross fingers*

getting busier.
work's piling uppppp.

XOXO,
ning.

limitless.

2011-04-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday was scream4. today's limitless.
what's next?
i want movie marathons! with diff people :D

i'm yawning during lectures.
it's not a good sign :/

internship final report not done yet.
zomg, i feel the stress!

where's my chequeeeeee?
broke.
broke.
broke.

ear-candy episode six.

2011-04-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

解脱.

this is quite an old song.
recorded in a-mei's 1st album which was like 10 years plus ago?

the lyrics's crafted very nicely.
especially,
"解脱是懂擦干泪看以后.
找个新方向往前走."

bad moodswings.
told you i sense PMS.
whatever.

year 3, new semester.
going to be a long day tomorrow!
2 hours of lecture, help out at band booth for cca fiesta and band prac in the evening.
must start sleeping early.

self-note: sleep early in order not to doze off in lectures.

XOXO,
ning.

不值得.

2011-04-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

But at the end of the day, it's up to us to get back up and fight to be stronger from the pain they've caused us.
we're only hurting ourselves by dragging on these emotions and living in the past w/o realising it.
there's no one person who can damage us quite as much as we can to ourselves.

past 6 weeks.

2011-04-16T01:47:00.001+08:00

internship's over!
mixed feelings cuz i really prefer working life than being a student.
knight frank's quite a good company :D
maybe I'll consider joining them after graduate? idk, have no plans for my future :/

i sure will miss the residents who always deliver good food to the office, and vice versa, those demanding ones who complained a lot.

feeling so broke right now. 'money attracts money' - Jordan neo.

PMS? I feel terrible deep in my heart. 258% emotional. but i'll be alright.

XOXO,
ning.

for that day.

2011-04-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

'formula for happiness is reality minus expectation' - low kay hwa.

oh well, where should i start?

i'm still stuck at GV condo :/
my last day there'll be on tuesday i guess :D
*cross fingers*
only left with a week of internship!
and here comes 'back to school' day :O
can i say i prefer working life than studying ?

cca fiesta, tune-in, events @ bukit timah park coming all up.
i want to have some funnnnn!

so many new and nice songs releasing these days.
zomg, i hate the fact that my itouch's on/off button is faulty :(
it's really DAMN DAMN DAMN! *sings avil lavigne's song*

for now, i'm going to learn to have lower expectations.
like i once believe that the higher the expectation, the higher the disappointment.

'What am I supposed to do, when the best part of me was always you?'
The Script “The Man Who Can’t Be Moved”

XOXO,
ning.

ear-candy episode five.

2011-04-05T23:47:00.001+08:00

逃避沒有不好.
sometimes, running away may not be a bad idea after all.
don't you think so?
太理智像犯罪突然变虚伪.

a-lin's songs are on shuffle on my itouch.
just so so so love her vocal and song lyrics.
i can sing most of her new songs now :D
btw, i'm a kbox member already so i'm so going to enjoy my singing session at 6bucks for 4hours :DDDDD

i guess my fav singers'll be appearing here every week.
hahaha!

right now, i just want to run.
cuz i'm lost.
lost for words.

put a ring on it.

2011-04-03T17:49:00.002+08:00

yesterday's loots: kbox membership card, 3 rings, 1 clarinet figurine.

i was going crazy when i saw a lot of accessories booths at vivo!
i'm so broke now.
got to start saving to get those rings :X

well, here comes to the end of the weekend.
back to work tomorrow!
shrugs.
working attire's limited.
can't be too revealing yet must be semi-formal.

"people change, feelings change.
it doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real.
it simply means sometimes people grow apart."
so trueeeeeee.

XOXO,
ning.

colours of my life.

2011-03-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

goodbye march, hi april!

whole month spent the most of my time being an intern besides sleeping.
when i relax & play, it's a different story.
i work hard and of course, i must play hard.
okay, idk what i'm typing. LOL!

TGIF, here comes weekends! *big grins!*
saturday working half day though :/

shocking news: amei releasing album in april!
F.I.R couple broke up.
i was watching 100% entertainment just now. hahaha!

annoying, vampire diaries and gossip girl latest ep not out yet.
i'm getting impatient.

random, a pair of young twins came to management office to collect their access card for their mummy.
they're superb cuteeeee!
would've taken picture with them if my manager wasn't there at that time.
made my day :D

XOXO,
ning.

ear-candy episode four.

2011-03-28T20:06:00.001+08:00

我想我真的怕安靜..

i hate being alone.
anti-loneliness.
but sometimes, it's when you're standing on your own, you reflect the most.

"爱一个人不一定要永远在一起."

i still do.

2011-03-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

tired from work and stress.
luckily i don't need to work tomorrow, phewwwwww!
results, good food and lovely residents made my day :D

three more weeks.
16.5 days to go.

like a vampire.

2011-03-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

i'm getting really stress up with the amount of workload.
but, i'll stay strong no matter what cuz i'm learning every single minute.
hang on there for another two more weeks *bite teeth*
sorry friends whom i've neglected these days.
i just need some time to settle down at this condo.
there're seriously plenty of things to learn :(

somehow i 'turn off' that part of emotions for the past few weeks.
it's back.
PMS cause it?

damn, i hate how i'm feeling now.
damon salvatore, teach me please.

ear-candy episode three.

2011-03-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

What're words if you really don't mean them?

i'm really touched by the MV T.T
chris medina's voice makes my hair stand when i first heard this song.

words are powerful.
it can hurt people indirectly.
it can make you feel loved.
it can make you change.

fresh start.

2011-03-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

10hours of sleep after drinking and k-ing session.
woke up with a mild headache :/

randomly, i started tidying up my bookshelf.
i still can't bear to throw away my math stuffs :(

opened the drawer filled with my past.
the past of 18years.
photos, letters and memories.
i didn't cry.
just missed those moments.
at least i still kept and value them.

anyway, i'm back to square one again.
guilin view condo, here i come! :D

XOXO,
ning.

ear-candy episode two.

2011-03-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

我是一只小小小小鸟~
an old song but change in some of the lyrics sang by ding dang.
recently, my addiction to sing this at kbox cuz it's tough to hit the high pitch in tune.
really like how the lyrics describes 未来会怎样，究竟有谁会知道.

mad love the songs from ding dang.
she's a really great singer! :D

2nd day at west bay.

2011-03-15T09:41:00.001+08:00

taking over the admin in-charge for this week.
i'm really really stress! :(
it's just 39 mins and complaints are coming in already.
even though most of the time = slacking,
i still can't wait to knock off everyday.
too much responsibilities.
it's scary okay.
cross my fingers, i'll be alright.

side track abit, going to return my working uniforms today.
i'm officially resigned from pepper lunch.

XOXO,
ning.

ear-candy episode one.

2011-03-10T20:46:00.001+08:00

shall make my blog more lively with a song that i really like every week.

下一个我.

yes, it's yalun's EP song!
beautiful lyrics with lovely voice.

i believe each human being got two different sides or even more.
just that we choose to show others the better side of us and keep the 'darker' side to ourselves.
don't you agree?

等待下一个我挑战这一个我.
你说扯不扯?

i'm moving onnnnn.
no longer that fragile lil' girl y'know of.
no more lil' superhero girl.
it's just me and myself.

XOXO,
ning.

DAY THREE.

2011-03-09T21:42:00.001+08:00

so far so good?
being an intern = face the reality + sleep early and wake up early as well!

so i'm stuck at twin regency for these few weeks.
first day at one amber was an eye-opener!
really loved those staffs there :D
[not saying twin regency's ain't friendly]
pros and cons i guess.
shall keep them to myself :)

aches every part of my body.
i'm getting old really.
i need a break from work!
at times, it gets boring but that's something which keeps me occupied.
something that makes me forget about you.

XOXO,
ning.

PARTY TIME!

2011-03-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

end of year two.
3 DAYS OF HOLIDAYS :O
and internship kicks in!

i'm so going to have funnnnn!
drink.sing.play.watch.sleep.eat.

had pasta mania for dinner and dyed my hair ash brown :D
rebond and dye lighter colour once intern's over, hopefully.

till then!

XOXO,
ning.

just you and me.

2011-02-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

I'LL BE FINE.

A WANT.

2011-02-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

this is superb chio!
18bucks though :/
should i get it?
zomgggggg.
can someone just get that as my birthday present or something?

credit: beauaccessories.imgur.com/backorder#uuNiP

强出头.

2011-02-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

看不见听不见我对我在催眠彷佛一切没变过.

it's stuck in my mind.

TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO.
i'm going to do my best :)

P/S. i'm proud of yalun. finally an EP album coming up!
i wish i can be like him. fulfilling his dream.

32 random things about ME!

2011-02-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

1. Swee Shu Ning is my full name.

2. i was born on the 5th of august!

3. i've random cravings for food.

4. i'm never sick of drinking soya bean milk :D

5. i eat all kinds of mushroom except chinese mushroom. it's so yucky! :/

6. i used to hate the colour green but somehow, i got attracted to lime green, LOL!

7. i can never control my spending :O

8. WARNING, i'm very impatient and indecisive.

9. i studied at PAP jurong, jurong west pri [2 years], west grove pri [4years], westwood sec and currently at NP!

10. music's always been part of my life. been in the guzheng club during pri school and concert band for my sec school days. now, i'm in NP concert band :D

11. i'm a clarinetist :)

12. i'm a daddy's girl cuz i'm spoilt by him :X

13. i can never really study at home. not conducive enough!

14. i can be emotional at times. that really depends hur.

15. i can't live w/o accessories like necklaces, rings, bangles, bracelet etc.

16. punctuality is tough for me cuz i can't really drag myself out of my bed :/

17. my room and wardrobe's always in a mess. *nags from mum everytime*

18. i read novels, both s'pore authors and international.

19. things i've with me most of the time: phone, itouch, wallet, keys.

20. derrick hoh and yalun are my 'eye-candies' for now.

21. i watch dramas and variety shows like gossip girl, vampire diaries, 100% entertainment etc.

22. i adore elmo and domokun :D used to be fans of hello kitty and winnie the pooh.

23. i love watching movies and i'm a horror fan :)

24. i can cry easily.

25. after all these years, i believe that there's no such thing as 'friends forever'. people do change and people do leave.

26. pocky is a snack i'm never sick of :D

27. i've a mole at the corner of my left eye. will get it remove someday!

28. i'm more of a math person rather than a science person.

29. i love reading meaningful quotes.

30. my left eye is double eyelid and right's single. special right?

31. i've a weakness for gummies and chocolates.

31. every night before i sleep, i'll think about what i'm going to do the next day.

32. i believe that self-loved and self-reflect is important.

XOXO,
ning.

where's my daily dose of sunshine?

2011-02-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

the final week of the semester - one report due, one presentation, two non-examinable modules' tests.
lack of sleep caused me to have weak immune system.
sore throat, cough and flu hits me.
giddy spells at night is annoying as well.
i need to recover quickly.
got another test next wednesday.

two more exam paper and i'm done.
but there comes intership.
gosh, i can't imagine that.
5.5 working days.
being attached to knight frank doesn't seem easy :O

done with the rants.
going to bed early since my msn account's not recovered yet.
pissed much.

XOXO,
ning.

happiness is that simple.

2011-02-13T11:49:00.000+08:00

bad throat and bleeding ulcer :(
no way i can be sick at this time.
one more report to finish and i'm done with my workload.
i still've two tests to study for, gosh.

oneh oneh and gummies FTW! :D
so are strepsils and water spamming.

XOXO,
ning.

on/off.

2011-02-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

productive day today :D
if only i can be like this everyday!

the battle against tests and exams is starting.
two tests next week.
there're still project/assignment deadlines to be met.
i'm always thinking ahead of time now.
it ain't easy but i'll make it through :D

3rd march: last exam paper.
7th march: start of internship.
no holidays to look forward to :/

it's me chasing against time.
extra things i want to do: catch movies, K-sessions, drinking.

XOXO,
ning.

“Feelings never do make sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started.”
— Blair Waldorf

i've no time for new ep of gossip girl.
also vampire diaries and glee.

not everything has to mean something.

2011-02-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

tutorials and projects not done.
this festive season isn't that enjoyable after all.
3 common tests and 2 exams coming my way.
i'm not prepared.

on a lighter note, been sleeping well and eating good these few days.
life seems pretty relax, yes? :D
$$ from red packets were lesser than last year's though.
but at least they come in handy for shopping and what nots.
maybe celebrating over m'sia will be better with fire crackers every night?

addictive song.
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界有我的思念也有你的空虚无边.

XOXO,
ning.

what you see is what you seek.

2011-02-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CNY! :D

i read this somewhere:
Leos change so often they may have difficulty remembering just what it was they originally wanted.
so true, i'm fickle-minded and indecisive.
got to kick this bad habit away :/

i got alot to say but i choose to backspace them.

time'll change everything, i believe so.
feelings as well.

XOXO,
ning.

chasing against time.

2011-01-30T12:41:00.000+08:00

it's been raining non-stop.
cuddle in bed is a shiok thing to do on a sunday morning!

today shall be a project/assignment chionging day.
CNY is coming so quickly that i don't feel the celebration mood at all.
next week'll be mostly at m'sia.
only having classes and band prac on monday.
no class on tuesday means either hanging out with friends or be a good girl to stay at home to pack my luggage.

singtel service needs improvement like seriously.
they charged me mobile data charges for no reason.
that's 70bucks of that and total adds up to 100 over bucks!
they said they'll waive it off. they better do so.

i need some K-ing, drinking, movies and frozen yoghurts.

till then,
XOXO,
ning.

determined.

2011-01-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

it's trueeeee.
i'd my first major downturn of the year a few days ago.
i really realised that at certain point of time, you'll know who are indeed your real friends among your clique of friends.
i'm just not strong enough to stand alone.
thanks for y'all who've stood by me these few days.
really appreciated muchhhhhh! :')
i'll be stronger than before, i promise.

enough of dramas in my life.
god, i just want my normal life back.

i'm a priority, not an option.

2011-01-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

my life's so dramatic recently.
i like it and loathe it in a way that i feel lost out of nowhere suddenly.

work was tiring today.
back aches and wobbly legs.
the best part was i forgot to bring my ezlink card out!
wasted my time at je train station buying train pass and blar.
*curse and swear*
annoying much.

from now till CNY, not working :D
still pondering whether to quit or not.

unsaid.

2011-01-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

我不在意不会在意,放它而去随它而去.

till today, then i realised i was PMS-ing these few days.
LOL!

been visiting Kbox a number of times :D
crazy me, i know.
but it's so damn cheap as there's a 6bucks promo going on.

life's been great for a moment and things get out of hand.
that's life, i guess.
no point running away from problems.
sometimes, i really feel helpless.

random thoughts.

2011-01-12T01:07:00.001+08:00

we met new people along the way but some friends're just irreplaceable.
y'know who you guys're :D
thanks for being with me through thick and thin.
♥♥♥♥♥

for those who entered my life and left, thanks for the memories.
be it happy or sad ones.
y'know i won't forget you :)
i miss some of you indeed. if only.....

self-reflecting.

18years , who i've met?
what i've done?
right/wrong decisions?

P/S. RONDEAU XXV was a blast!
time for projects and preparation for exams.

new chapter unfolds.

2011-01-08T11:50:00.000+08:00

this hectic week's coming to an end.
HSM presentation checked.
RPM report checked.

RONDEAU XXV's tomorrow.
i really appreciate all those who're attending the concert to support me!
i won't let you guys down, i promise :D
it's going to be a great concert.

time to polish my clarinet, paint my nails, do a mask, iron my clothes.

XOXO,
ning.

drink, drank, not drunk.

2011-01-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2011!
did some handmade gifts at town, went countdown, stayover at ah huay's place, went drinking.
(Y)!

it's going to be a blast year :D
i'm positive about it.

school reopens the day after.
gosh, this coming week's PACKED.
three band practices, projects deadlines to meet, presentation, and lastly,
CONCERT ON SUNDAY!
at YONG SIEW TOH CONVERSATORY OF MUSIC, NUS.
5PM.
12BUCKS EACH.
YOU CAN APPROACH ME FOR TICKETS :)

XOXO,
ning
who's wondering how you're doing.

last day of the year.

2010-12-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

i hate to face the reality but it's 31st of december.
time flies as usual.
there're ups and downs in 2010.
i can love and loathe it at the same time.
some memorable moments were rondeau XXIV, wuhan trip, SIBF, m'sia adventure trip, USS, mugging sessions.
some friends drifting away, some got closer.
i guess that's how miserable life can be?
but, i believe 2011 can be better :D

goodbye 2010.

XOXO,
ning.

CHANGES

2010-12-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

人是会变的。
你变了，我变了。
all we can do is accept that fact.

came across this on someone's blog:
"Have you ever loved...then got disappointed, time and again, and then decided to leave...And when the person you loved and left finally decided to turn around and take a look at you, you're far gone...and then he starts chasing...?

Have you ever?"

it's a yes.

move on move on move on.

2010-12-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

whenever you're high up in the sky, somehow, something'll pull you back down.

HAPPY BOXING DAY!
someone missed out my schedule so i didn't have to work today :D
spent my day watching my dramas.
gossip girl almost made me tear.
it's a dull and boring day though.

next week:
monday & thursday - sectionals & band practices
tuesday - mass project meetings
wednesday - site visit to hotels for HSM project
friday - countdown?

not going to work for that week :)
I'M PACKED.
NEED A BREATHER DURING WEEKENDS.

XOXO,
ning.

merry x'mas!

2010-12-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

it's christmas! :D
just a couple more days to the ending of 2010.
welcome 2011.
i can't wait for your arrival.
new resolutions and uncompleted ones.
i won't let my emotions ruin my days easily.
it's going to be a good year.
i'm positive about it :)

right now, i've projects to spend my remaining one week holiday with.
my clarinet'll be with me too.

had a good time on x'mas eve.
4hours at K-suites, watch huayi band performed at ngee ann city, mad jack for dinner (Y)!

working half shift on x'mas.
good or bad?

XOXO,
ning.